Im trying to figure out why everything tough came on in and showed up around me at the very same time. Housing, study work, school job and drivers' license test even.

 

Okay, here comes the answers then, which is, of course, life sucks, at the first place. O ya, im so nice to feel the SUCKS part of life by the way.

 

More? That should be, I know, im right here waiting for that moment to celebrate the end of everything now im facing, the wonderful moment which i wont forget ever.

 

So, deep breathe, believe in myself, and get back to work. Wait for a second, am I needing more sleep? HAHAHA, i want to know, what's sleep? Who need SLEEP? It's not me anyway. Cuz its gonna be like 24 hrs left before i move all my stuff out of my apartment, and you know what, all my stuff stay the place where they stayed in the past 4 months.

 

Anyway, I'll miss my apartment then I guess.  

 

Forget about of it, i know im a lit freaky right now, I know.

 

ps. It is 12/11/2008 today, the last one night living in my first apartment in U.S